10 February 2003 - 12:44 am
public apology.

well, now i went and did it.

i'm definitely human. and definitely fallible. which i got reminded of tonight when i didn't keep my mouth shut. and was laughing about a line that i thought was funny in a situation that wasn't. and shouldn't have said what i did because it obviously hurt someone else. it makes you think ... i guess these kind of situations are okay, because you inevitably learn from them, learn when to shut up, and what not to talk about behind closed doors. or even what to talk about at all.

when's the line crossed, though? reminds me of something. something when .. friendships break down over things that have been said that didn't need to be. and when it's your own fault for the breakdown, your own stupid fault.

i said "it's better to apologise than to let things simmer." i knew it when i heard the key in the lock. shit. you didn't keep your mouth shut. but it was funny for a minute. and you'll do anything for a laugh, won't you.

even kill the feelings of someone you consider to be a friend.

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so if that's that, i guess that's that. i can apologise but i don't think it'll do much good. although he was a man enough to apologise to me when he overstepped bounds. i should do the same. so i hope this serves, in some way.

because i'm not man enough to say anything in person. because i know how wrong i was.

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