30 June 2002 // Doldrums.
29 June 2002 // Tomt s�k s�vn.
28 June 2002 // Aai i tu'u mai nei, e ha�ru r� ana au?
27 June 2002 // imagined thunderstorm?
27 June 2002 // Unable to analyse.
27 June 2002 // Laying out the groundwork for depression.
25 June 2002 // Introducing Daeva, and what's up next...
25 June 2002 // Peeled to the pith and core.
24 June 2002 // Dead on the side of the road.
24 June 2002 // Alive and barely.
23 June 2002 // A mock essay on a quote from Voltaire.
23 June 2002 // summer montage.
23 June 2002 // Tired, annoyed, and hatefilled.
22 June 2002 // Desperately seeking catharsis.
22 June 2002 // Buddha bless you.
20 June 2002 // Firefly-eater.
20 June 2002 // You should go to India, you'd be sacred there.
19 June 2002 // Post-surgery.
19 June 2002 // Why I'm bleeding.
18 June 2002 // Stairs.
18 June 2002 // Addendum...nothing important.
17 June 2002 // Travel journal.
13 June 2002 // Misadventures in miso.
13 June 2002 // Not on a train, or a plane ... a bus!
13 June 2002 // What happens when "soon" gets here.
12 June 2002 // Wake up, Donnie
11 June 2002 // I <3 Heisenberg.
11 June 2002 // this is a man fading.
09 June 2002 // Every turn an imminent crash.
08 June 2002 // Forcing down beer to quell a scream.
07 June 2002 // Dead battery symbolism.
06 June 2002 // Louisiana heat.
05 June 2002 // Turning the corner onto Depression Ave.
05 June 2002 // Bored and annoyed.
03 June 2002 // Compatible?
03 June 2002 // Providence and more vagueness.
02 June 2002 // Vagueness and weekend melancholy.
01 June 2002 // Disney = bad?
01 June 2002 // A fifteen-hour workday.
31 May 2002 // In which the author has his first day at work, on dishcrew.
30 May 2002 // In which the author takes one of those survey things.
30 May 2002 // In which much HTML is coded and the author gets greedy.
29 May 2002 // The dichotomy of doubt.
29 May 2002 // I can't dissect myself.
29 May 2002 // I don't know what I feel.
28 May 2002 // From the Tao of Pooh.
28 May 2002 // In which the author dissects the phenomena of online diaries and friends.
28 May 2002 // An obole for Charon.
27 May 2002 // Death, entropy, and erosion.
26 May 2002 // What morning really looks like.
26 May 2002 // Insomnia marathon!
25 May 2002 // Rain, and other sundry excitements.
24 May 2002 // (Insert witty title here.)
23 May 2002 // Tired and dizzy.
22 May 2002 // I don't have a shoebox of lies.
21 May 2002 // recent.
21 May 2002 // on the railroad tracks, toward insomnia.
20 May 2002 // continuance.
19 May 2002 // what's this feeling?
18 May 2002 // vague steps in the direction of hope and joy.
17 May 2002 // moving on. moving on. moved?
16 May 2002 // chicken tenders, orange juice & heartburn.
15 May 2002 // paranoid.
15 May 2002 // a thought.
15 May 2002 // interspersed TV.
14 May 2002 // aaaaand .. we're back!
14 May 2002 // stupid, huh?
12 May 2002 // i am inside (looking outside for myself).
11 May 2002 // heaving a sigh.
11 May 2002 // summer nights .. (oh, jesus.)
10 May 2002 // what i want from love.
10 May 2002 // summerdread.
09 May 2002 // meditation on time.
08 May 2002 // acquiescence.
08 May 2002 // infinity.
07 May 2002 // some sort of completeness / loss.
07 May 2002 // deafening dream death.
07 May 2002 // bottle me up.
06 May 2002 // simmering pot of rage? drink this.
06 May 2002 // vexed & glorious.
04 May 2002 // a heavy backhand of malaise.
03 May 2002 // these are the crossroads.
03 May, 2002 // a red tide washes over the remnants of the titanic.
02 May, 2002 // paranoid.
02 May, 2002 // fuck you
01 May, 2002 // lay me down on the cold metal table.
30 April, 2002 // manifesto.
29 April, 2002 // doubt looms.
29 April, 2002 // tech for the ten-minutes, et al.
28 April, 2002 // coming out of it all right - again.
27 April, 2002 // beyond being.
27 April, 2002 // beyond being.
27 April, 2002 // apologies.
26 April, 2002 // have you found your Self?
26 April, 2002 // a short thought.
26 April, 2002 // the places i went to.
26 April, 2002 // there is a treebranch shifting slowly outside my window.
25 April, 2002 // 'mad world' by gary jules.
25 April, 2002 // stop.
25 April, 2002 // overexposure.
25 April, 2002 // ramble.
25 April, 2002 // indolence.
24 April, 2002 // affirmations.
24 April, 2002 // .. who am i who i am who am i who i am ..
24 April, 2002 // ?
24 April, 2002 // i am keyser soze?
23 April, 2002 // hosting?
23 April, 2002 // a day for murder.
22 April, 2002 // which chakra was that, again?
22 April, 2002 // morning wars.
22 April, 2002 // don't go that route.
21 April, 2002 // alcohol: the intelligent man's suicide. (if you can't destroy your body, incapacitate your mind.)
21 April, 2002 // not waking up.
21 April, 2002 // emulations.
20 April, 2002 // more jealousy.
19 April, 2002 // turning into a pillar of salt.
19 April, 2002 // wild party.
19 April, 2002 // colour filter.
18 April, 2002 // think back.
18 April, 2002 // the reasonable person standard.
16 April, 2002 // too much work.
14 April, 2002 // buttondown world.
14 April, 2002 // klepto me.
14 April, 2002 // inanities.
13 April, 2002 // looking out; i see the rain.
13 April, 2002 // hacked redux.
13 April, 2002 // hacked!
12 April, 2002 // a thought.
12 April, 2002 // a thought.
11 April, 2002 // a clenched feeling in the pit of the stomach.
11 April, 2002 // well, hit me with lightning and call me job. (there once was a girl named josieda..)
10 April, 2002 // nightwatch, winding.
09 April, 2002 // i'll dig my grave and say i died for love.
09 April, 2002 // what lex said.
08 April, 2002 // natural conversationalist. (life is scripted?)
08 April, 2002 // boom; (this is the sound an exploding head makes.)
07 April, 2002 // tightrope situation.
07 April, 2002 // explanation.
05 April, 2002 // and another update.