30 September 2002 // killtheloathing.
30 September 2002 // retraction, takingitback.
29 September 2002 // falling without falling without.
29 September 2002 // what happened when.
28 September 2002 // lovetheworld (smoking, pt 2.)
28 September 2002 // a parliament of smoke.
27 September 2002 // encounters in satisfaction.
25 September 2002 // update for the sake of.
23 September 2002 // on mute.
22 September 2002 // out and around the harbour's mouth.
22 September 2002 // the last day of summer.
20 September 2002 // second moons.
19 September 2002 // repetition.
19 September 2002 // in which the author blows shit up.
18 September 2002 // interlude #29; ben.
18 September 2002 // such things as _____.
16 September 2002 // verify me.
16 September 2002 // the upside-down tree.
15 September 2002 // swallowing neon green candy.
15 September 2002 // if i should die, this very moment.
14 September 2002 // from amelie. what i am.
13 September 2002 // the shadow room, pt. 2.
13 September 2002 // the shadow room.
11 September 2002 // happy sept. 11th.
10 September 2002 // peter is a bunny. bunny bunny bunny.
10 September 2002 // tennessee williams on the fire escape.
08 September 2002 // death, thinking about.
07 September 2002 // seeking.
06 September 2002 // i am the luckiest.
06 September 2002 // callbacks, vito on the beach.
04 September 2002 // things looking up, see the sky.
03 September 2002 // i moved in and fell flat on my face.
01 September 2002 // tips for happy couples / o, a tear-filled goodbye.
01 September 2002 // interludes of worry.
01 September 2002 // interlude #28; minor.
31 August 2002 // interlude #27; kyle edison
30 August 2002 // losing the papers.
30 August 2002 // zeitgeist.
29 August 2002 // crossfaded rain.
28 August 2002 // sebastian the thought machine.
27 August 2002 // theft?
27 August 2002 // fragments from a late-night im session.
26 August 2002 // interlude #26; ben
25 August 2002 // on completing "justine".
25 August 2002 // killing time like unravelling a sweater.
22 August 2002 // goal.
22 August 2002 // casual disappointments.
21 August 2002 // invective.
21 August 2002 // claustrophobic.
20 August 2002 // repetition of doubt.
20 August 2002 // an incident & brewer's dictionary.
18 August 2002 // sebastian enoch harper's dream. not mine.
18 August 2002 // my kingdom for a hookah.
17 August 2002 // anticipation & quickening.
16 August 2002 // the hotel griandmerean.
16 August 2002 // names.
14 August 2002 // driving I-84 on E.
14 August 2002 // peter says :
13 August 2002 // lacklustre & widdershins.
11 August 2002 // independence - please?
07 August 2002 // the experimental hiatus.
06 August 2002 // narragansett bay.
05 August 2002 // something i can't explain.
05 August 2002 // morning is a sombre festival of listless, uncheered leaves.
05 August 2002 // contentment. longing.
03 August 2002 // unravelling the days - twentysomething left.
02 August 2002 // hiatus of morning; still river.
01 August 2002 // the power went out.
30 July 2002 // random update no. 34448232.
30 July 2002 // I am Cinematographer.
29 July 2002 // vanity and acquiescence.
28 July 2002 // being denied.
28 July 2002 // and now i am in flux.
28 July 2002 // rambling, workdays, the history of a car?
27 July 2002 // riding the writing streak.
26 July 2002 // tiredeyed and dead to the world.
26 July 2002 // win-win.
25 July 2002 // fading away in a Gaussian blur.
25 July 2002 // enoch, solipsist.
24 July 2002 // isn't it a shame, eryximachus?
23 July 2002 // narrating the storm & the synaesthesia that follows.
23 July 2002 // the quotable life.
22 July 2002 // journeys taken only in the mind.
21 July 2002 // money. dinero. rubles. marks. pence. francs. yen. the fucking mothergoddamn dollar.
20 July 2002 // grace kelly is beautiful.
20 July 2002 // half-oracle before the storm.
18 July 2002 // belittled.
17 July 2002 // my eyes are claustrophobic, afraid to open (because there might not be enough space)
17 July 2002 // shit. who's that in the mirror?
16 July 2002 // photographeme.
14 July 2002 // carpe diem and all that rot.
13 July 2002 // why i exist.
13 July 2002 // the terror is there
12 July 2002 // shadows; lengthening.
12 July 2002 // i am a meteor. i am heading towards the earth.
11 July 2002 // sorry.
10 July 2002 // please get me out of this vicious cycle.
09 July 2002 // through the wringer.
09 July 2002 // they whirled in like roman candles; exploding
08 July 2002 // the darkhaired girl and the cessna.
08 July 2002 // waiting for rain. waiting for dawn. waiting for my eyes to close.
07 July 2002 // forcing myself to go to bed early.
07 July 2002 // staring ceilingward at 4am.
07 July 2002 // hating myself, and the contents of the liquor cabinet.
06 July 2002 // narcoleptic insomniac.
05 July 2002 // something snaps.
04 July 2002 // new layout.
03 July 2002 // the theoretical you (experiencing a beauty more perfect than life that fades in afterthought, to wistfulness)
03 July 2002 // here i am in the heat; theorising.
03 July 2002 // Dreams of suburbia.
03 July 2002 // "Three Uses of the Knife" and other violences.
02 July 2002 // love is a supernova;
02 July 2002 // riptide.
02 July 2002 // columbus was wrong.
01 July 2002 // i wish my name were dan.
01 July 2002 // "thank you mary"